This is one of many wall hangings that have been strategically placed by my best friend (SHE SURPRISED ME IN ECUADOR!). I saw this particular one from the corner of my eye tonight as I did a slow flow on my yoga mat, first time in months. This one moment was meant to push me off the cliff of being ashamed, fear, anxiety and excitement. I have been missing this outlet and in that moment I told myself LET GO and start. So I am letting go of feeling guilty for letting you all down. Letting go of the anxiety of my writing being horrible, grammatically incorrect, and boring. Letting go of the regret I feel for missing all that time in the last couple months from writing. As my life became busy I let go of something that was keeping me honest. Keeping me sane and now I am back and have adjusted my expectations. I will write every Sunday. This goal seems more reasonable just like the rest of my life at this point. Which I can't wait to share, eventually. For now I am letting go the negative thoughts I've had to start back and I am here. One moment I let go and started. That's all it takes, no drama necessary.