I think I am feeling more and more homesick from the fact I have not had a yoga routine for the past three weeks unlike I have been practicing consistently for the last 6 months. I have been running but feel like it is making me more tight adding to my stress levels. After being in a little bit of a low spot I have decided to take hold of what I need, yoga. I need to practice in a place with others and a teacher to guide me through the grey spots I am holding on to. Now that I have changed my environment and have unplugged from my tribe, it is mentally starting to catch up to me. I need a time to be centered and really focus on why I am doing what I am doing. It is going to be difficult and a little scary but hey, its yoga. "If you are moving then you are doing it right" as my amazing teacher once said. Good bye to Y2 Yoga and nice to meet you Samadhi! I have found a ride from a teacher at school. I have a feeling her and I (excuse me if this grammar is incorrect) are going to become great friends. We share a lot of the same interests...working out, wakeboarding, getting to the beach early, and the list goes on. She is actually into Pilates that is right next to the yoga studio. If I don't like the studio then I might be picking up Pilates, who knows!
All I do know is that yoga has shown me how incredible bright, beautiful and willing I am to be this world traveler and risk-taker. Yoga has given me the strength to open up to love and allowed me to forgive myself to heal. Yoga has brought me anger, tears, laughter and most of all truth. Yoga has given me structure, creativity and allowed me to be myself more than ever before. I need that inspiration today and just the thought of rolling out that mat makes me feel more at home then I have felt in a while.
All I do know is that yoga has shown me how incredible bright, beautiful and willing I am to be this world traveler and risk-taker. Yoga has given me the strength to open up to love and allowed me to forgive myself to heal. Yoga has brought me anger, tears, laughter and most of all truth. Yoga has given me structure, creativity and allowed me to be myself more than ever before. I need that inspiration today and just the thought of rolling out that mat makes me feel more at home then I have felt in a while.