Of course, I can’t take all the responsibility but in this second of time I feel as though I have failed them. I am at fault. And the worst part is that I have done my best for them and yet it feels as though it is not good enough. I have this pain-staking fear that I am not good enough to take on a responsibility as big as this. It might sound silly but I take this job very seriously and have invested my heart and soul into these kids. These students have become apart of my being. I love them so much, when they don’t succeed I feel the guilt, the fear, and am disappointed. I am sure all teachers go through this anxiety from time to time but for me it is painful and emotional.
Tomorrow is a new day. One that brings me hope, joy of their smiling faces, and even more importantly a new opportunity to teach them. I must go with an attitude of greatness rather than defeat and continue to do my best. That is all that the lord has given me and thus I can.